This is me.

Things happen for a reason, people change so I gotta learn how to let them go.
Things go wrong for right things to happen
Things fall apart so better things can fall into place
I believed in lies to learn not to be naive again.

Love the people who treat you right and are there at your lowest and darkest moments, forget the ones that don't.

Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is the future, Today is now.
I don't believe in "There's still time" or "Maybe next time" because there is also "It's too late"

If you can't handle me at my worse, you sure as hell don't deserve me when I'm at my best.

I  ♥  Pink
I  ♥  Black
I  ♥  My Teddy Bear
I  ♥  My Family
I  ♥  My non-blood Family
I  ♥  My Friends
I  ♥  God

Yes I'm nice, but it doesn't mean you can walk all over me.

I believe in fairytales
I believe in wishing on a star
I believe that laughter is the best medicine
I believe in miracles
I believe in happily ever afters
I believe no matter how "Busy" a person is, if they really care, they will always find time for you.

I believe that you don't need a reason to love someone, because if you could explain it it wouldn't be love.

People are made to be loved & things are made to be used.

Love is faithful
Love is kind
Love is unconditional.

The only people I need in my life, are the ones who need me in theirs

Bye nottigurl, I had to grow up. Hello Pynk.

Quote to self #1

Blow Me

White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold,
But there's nothing to grasp so I let go

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (NO!)
Have you had a shit day? (NO!), we've had a shit day (NO!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,
Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left
No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me
You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please, anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all
You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear
All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da

Blow me one last kiss.

Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Blow me one last kiss.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Zoukout 2009

Had an AWESOME time this year at zoukout especially the ~awesome~ Seafood dinner at Shangri-la Sentosa Barnacles before heading there, I learnt from last year at zoukout not to drink so I won't get my alcohol headaches and can dance the whole night through

I was dancing to Mambo music.. I KNOW mee mambo? lol but it was very enjoyable... =) And really funny when they started playing "Nobody" by Wondergirls and you see these "mambo kings" know the moves to the song too... hella funny haha

Bumped into my sister's best friend's bf too... which I recognise because I'm a habitual facebook whore... and I felt the need to tell my sister so i busted out my Mobi to text my sister... and that was the LAST text message i sent on my C905 *Sobs*

all my 700++ pictures and videos of cutesy Amandy biting my fone... gones~~~

Oh wells I've been wanting to get an iphone anyways.. =)

Nevertheless still a fun night.. until my phone disappeared...

From Everything Notti and Never Nice...

P.S.: I curse the person who took my fone, may you have pimples the size of basketballs on your face and on your ass. You PUS FACE!

The night I wore comfortable shoes!

From Everything Notti and Never Nice...

Halloween 2009
My Fake Leather Corset - Changed the Ribbons to Pink ones (of course)
A Skull Skirt from Bugis Village
Converse SHOES!!
Fish Nets from the Kelong Fisherman
and other accessories from everywhere else!

So Loof singles mixers night was really boring... lol I asked 2 guys to F-off.. kinda bad, but I was in costume!! I'm supposed to be this Bitchy Goth Chick who has attitude problems...

but Soooo sorry to the poor tourist guy who was in town.. lol I still remember your name "Alexey" soo sorry not all Singapore girls are bitches like me.. I promise you. haha you're better off trying to getting laid by another girl =)

Any hoo.. had to run to Butter cuz Loof was just absolutely Killing the night!

And Butter was wayyy fun! Show stealers had to be hooter GUYS, and this guy who was the centerfold of a Penthouse magazine lol oh.. and I just had to grab one of the guys that worked at Butter who had this awesomely cute Gloomy bear head gear and his bloody paws I LOVE GLOOMY BEAR!! =)

Halloween was much fun! and I can't wait for the next dress up hehehe

Butter Factory last Friday..

Chiggen Curry

I made Chicken Curry, the Chinese / Indian style woohoo!!!

Normally the only one I make is the Jap kind cuz its less work

But I made this today for the first time and its yummy :P (Says Dad, Sis and ME!) so proud of my curry.. hehe