Sunday, November 12, 2006

Depressed....

Hey all,

Today was one of those "sunshine on a rainy day" kinda day..

Sorta relieved in a way but sad about what I had to do...

Last nite I made a decision to leave my virtual family.. yes I do have a virtual family, its a group of friends that I play World of Warcraft with every night at 9pm been doing that for the past year...

They've been my sanity.. my refuge when I couldn't take what was happening in real life. The guild was always there when I needed someone... I've grown attached to these buncha people.. it wasn't just a game anymore.. They were my family.

And that was how the guild was... like a buncha of family and friends, enjoying the game together.. That's how I liked it..

Lately it hasn't been like that... we've progressed as a guild tremendously.. we've downed more bosses we're like one of the top guilds on the server everybody wants to join us.. but I think we've lost touch with the human / heart factor of the guild, lost sight of our roots and how this guild was started..

Problem is.. the ones making these executive decisions or whom i'm not agreeing with are alot of the people I'm close with in-game and in real life.. So I felt that in order for me to salvage the relationship I had with them.. I had to leave.. before I started seriously hating them..

Spent 3 hours writing the longest forum post I ever wrote... 2 hours deciding whether it should go up...pulled it down once.. put it back up 5 mins lata.. and it stayed..

Bye Creed...

I miss you..

Today's been tuff.. tried to keep myself off the game.. blew $60 bucks in an hour at AMARA Shopping center at 11am in the morning.. If anybody knows where AMARA shopping center is and know what they have at AMARA Shopping center I'd give them props..

Exactly I went there just to look for a korean supermarket.. I found it.. ended up buying a whole lotta junk food.. chocopies.. aero chocolate... kiwi cake... Seaweed biscuits.. Salted Roasted Seaweed... Citron Tea... Candies.. yea a whole lotta junk.. Went into watson's bought like some cushies... walked into shop'n'save bought instant noodles... walked into pocinni bought 3 bags, a pink one a silver one and a black one... walked into charles and keith... THANK GOD i walked out without anything.. and I knew I had to go home.....

Lazed around at home...checked my email.. rolled around on my bed.. tried logging on... but thank goodness the que was at 500+ so I didn't wana wait... closed that... lazed around more.. logged on to Burning Crusade... showed my brudder how cool the Night Elves Jump was...

Here's a spoiler for BC.. keyword "SPOILER"


Ran BF with a couple of guys but had to leave halfway for dindin...

DinDin was good... Although I know it doesn't look that way... This was one of my parent's favorite places to eat too..

Sambal Belachan Sea Bass


Chilli Crab


and well we had others too Mee Goreng.. Fried Baby Kailan and Squid You Tiao :P

But yea.. food always makes me feel better =)